Five Poems

by MA|DE

NO PERFORMANCES TODAY

At Showmen’s Rest, first-class boneyard for circus shellbacks, the

whistling past turns over, a dirty signal pulling at the lingering quiet. A

handful of blinked-out stars from the firmament reside here, eighty-six

conjoined souls buried in a Big Top grave. Those who stumbled through

their days now tuck away in the wailing night, silent. Clowns who

always entered the ring with their right feet first, acrobats who never

whistled under canvas tents, strongmen who eschewed peanuts in their

dressing rooms, all clutching at kernels that did not protect them; they

share a final act. The pranksters that made the world gasp, who vowed

to chase more laughter than tears, were undone in their sleeping cars,

in the predawn, at Ivanhoe Interlocking, where Life slipped on a banana

peel. A dead-heading train tore into them from behind, snatching up

the tumblers and fire-eaters, ringmasters and tightrope walkers. A hot,

buttery end full of steam and kerosene. No animals were harmed. Out

of the gates of death, that universal cage, came the coterie of bears and

hippopotamuses, giraffes and rhinoceroses. Carrying the show for the

signal tower. Now, in the necropolis, the grandstanders and roustabouts

are silent for the first time, as stone elephants step into the caretaker’s

enormous shoes. Trunks sunk low, sifting the grass, they configure a

vigilant ring, genuflection for those who bowed out. Crowds, parading

their grief, come bearing the world’s cotton-candy condolences.

SKY BIRD

When the clouds took human

shape, we felt indivisible; heaven

and body, ontology as a single plane,

brittle pane. Arms out, embracing balance.

When the clouds looked like

lambs, we laid down our heads.

The cabin blanketed us in filtered air,

a leisurely middle space that transcended

the clamour of cities, the buzz of insects.

The double-bind of moving forward

while sitting still sent us daydreaming,

wistful and wispy as chemtrails scattered

on a path across the chameleon blue.

We coasted past imperceptible longitudes

and borderlines, riding the edge of

the lower stratosphere. Between the rest

of our lives and where we are now —

this is the distance we always

hoped for.

SUGARWHIP

First the stick:

and we are stuck, wind-up animals

balking at the claw, as though, if we

move slowly enough, we can suspend

the progression from egg to superpredator,

as though we might sidestep

the slippery, spiraled future, which

carries the threat of our own genetic

dearth, rich disturbance in the slush, our

grunting, sturdy resistance to blackthorn

twig dissolved across distances, hooves

deep in mud, tendrils crittering along the

double-helix twist of our next skin,

aware of nothing except the

concentrated drag of movement in the

trees

Then the carrot:

crucial, sweet, fatted like a trap, a

pleasure to tickle gill or throat, to

distract us from the imbalance of power,

for Earth is the single apex, the only

alpha, a thunder that will swallow us

like an afterthought, except for our

fullness, which grows with each growl,

heat hicupping from thorax into

waveform, vorous rasping of the animal

inside the intestine, the noise of our

wheels turning as we purr between the

carcass, mutating to stave off death,

warming into this restless, divergent

future, always choosing the brightest,

most edible ending

SUBSIDIZED HOUSING FOR SMALL BIRDS

Start right now, build

regardless of the season. Every

little nest needs a bird. Work to

make it look like it all grew

there naturally.

Delight the sapsuckers and

they will reward with frequent

visits. Should this fail, don’t

feel too badly. Few flyers

survive their first year, and

there are other kinds of

success.

Whether songbird, or kestrel,

we recognize their timbre, their

particular chitter & whine.

Shrill keys fall on sharp ears.

One oriole ate wheat. Swore

off the opulence of fruit nectar

& insects. A protest against the

coming of the suburbs.

We had to give up on

goldfinches. The birding hotline

was overrun, its tape exhausted

by reports of commonplace

marvels.

If there are starlings, look

closely at the night sky.

Anything worth seeing is worth

photographing, exposed by the

light of the moon.

See the reflections of trees &

sky in the glass, windows of

detuned opportunities. Flickers

go out with the light.

A lost iPhone vibrates against a

hummingbird song. Tweets

resurface, echoing through the

forest until someone is there to

hear them.

A scratched throat revolts. Here

we go again, arguing about

sound poetry with screech

owls. This contact call has gone

cold, won’t be answered.

It’s summer. Look out the

kitchen window: mourning

doves with broken limbs will

require treatment, or tears. We

must be aware of the land we

are dealing with.

Skeptics are breaking open

eggshells to see what’s inside.

Robins discard the gaunt,

abandon the angular and wait

for the rest.

When grey skies delimit

bluejays, our last, careless hold

on warmth is lost. Lovers will

come home bearing gifts of

roadkill.

The bones of our houses came

from the carcasses of their

trees. We replanted twin

sycamores, single poplars,

formed their roosting boxes in

the image of our own. We hold

out our hands, brimming with

sunflowers & sorghum, say it’s

for the birds.

ARBEITSLIED

when the steel rises and the voice of

the labouring world hums, cortisol

levels elevate when a noisy truck

rattles by, we duck and cover when

a car alarm dents the abiotic air,

it uncaws a crow and dream booms

into all our animal heads when the streets

sing, the sparrows in the branches of

the boulevard trees do not when

power lines hum and rubber makes

music on concrete, the chorale is

overwhelmed with new polyps,

the colours bleed into one another and

old melodies suffer when the airplanes

roar, the seasons cease to speak and

tree crickets struggle to recall

the canticles they used to dance to,

their affinity reduced to a bumbling

two-step when ships pass and

infrasound insists, humpback whales

hold elephants in their mouths, waiting,

while the chambers of the sea

look on without remark